No more.

God,
I'm sick of coming up with excuses.I want to stop being a hypocrite.I've always said that I want to live my life according to Your will,and live my life with the purpose that you have intended for me to live by.It's time to see if I actually walk the talk.I'm sorry for the lame excuses in the past,
for the condition of my unwilling heart,and the fear that immediately took over the place of wanting to do Your work.No more of that,Lord,no more.