How often have we looked at a situation in our lives and wondered how things would be now if we had done things differently? I've done it loads of times. I've imagined again and again how my life would be if, I had never met the people I know now, if I've been born in a different family, if my crush was/is a different person. So many situations where things don't seem as 'happening' in a sense as I would like it to be, and yet, I cherish every moment of life that I've already been through. If I hadn't met, for instance, Levina, I probably wouldn't be a Christian now. I'd most probably never know anyone from YC and I might not even be friends with the people I'm friends with now. If I hadn't been born in this family, I'd never get to go through the things I've been through with my family now, the good times and the bad times. Each second with my family is like a memory tree growing and growing each and every day. I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world. And if I don't have a crush on the guy I have a crush on now, errr, I'm not quite sure about this actually. Well, no matter what I've been through and will go through, I believe they all happen for a reason. God doesn't just put us in the places we are now for no particular reason, or out of boredom or anything like that. Each and every day we go through, He's planning something great and marvelous for us, our family, friends, the whole entire earth. Each day we go through is the foundation and strengthening God wants us to understand and build on for the future He wants for us. I truly believe that I am an important person in God's Kingdom, and you definately are too...
The last four days were really fun!!!I went for a chess competition with my schoolmates Adlina,Ellana,Melisa and a few more people.Haha..Elena,Ellana,Adlina,Levina,Lenna,Christina and [insert fellow 'na' here].Anyway,it was interesting meeting so many people who were so enthusiastic about chess and are seriously pro at it.I'm not that good in chess,but I was there anyway to collect points for coco activities.It was so great meeting my primary school friends like Sheng Teng and Hari again.It really made me realise how much things have changed since then and also how much I myself have changed.I also met a lot of new friends;Rizwana,Thulasi,Amira,Jason...During those 4 days,I have to admit my chess skills have improved a little at least.Hahaha,my worst match getting checkmated in 5-7 steps.That was pretty embarassing,but meeting a new friends in the process made it worthwhile.The weird part was today when my schoolmate,Eeswari wanted me to introduce her to Hari.She's not exactly very likeable and she's really good at irritating people.I've tried to be nice to her but she ended up backstabbing me twice.Now,I try not to get in her way so I avoid contact with her.I know it's not exactly the right thing to do,but...for now,it's better than me saying something to her I know I'll regret.I think that was the first time she ever had a crush on a guy.That's what I hear anyway...
My youngest brother,Farrel.Head on a platter???
My siblings and I.Annoying Brian,purposely close his eyes.-.-'
Attack of the wig monsters!!!!
My bro,Farrel.
Finger soccer on my puzzle pillow named Trissa.^^
The fingers are supposed to be like ET 'We come in peace' kinda thing.
Heart-shaped cactus.
Red rose...so nice,not that I'm a flower person.
My cacat-ed cousin Lenna.wahahahaha!!!So, today's a Sunday, and Sunday = Church. I don't mean to make it sound so much like a routine, but sometimes that's the only way you can look at it. Something Rose said during the leaders' meeting really hit me just now. Knowing that there are 2 services in YC, and attending both services for my whole lifetime in YC has always set a mindset of having a second chance at experiencing God, a second chance at doing whatever it is I wanted to do in the 1st service, during 2nd service. Somehow that sounds weird...Anyway, now as a Leader, it's not right at all to say that or think that since I have a responsibility to my CG members, and if I miss out on something during CG n things like that, they'll miss out too. Plus, I can't say, "Aiya, I'll try again during 2nd service la..", cause during second, they aren't the same batch of people in CG. Chances are whatever I wanted them to learn from that week won't be repeated during other weeks. So, now's the time for me to really be all I can and am supposed to be every single second.
I'll post the pictures from my trip to Camerons(yesterday) soon, I hope...=D
Made by Khai aka Kura.
Mr.Bean's bear tak setanding these two bears.Mr.Bean's
Banner made by my friend Khai,who is real pissed off with the world now.
Photo in Jusco toilet.
Guess who's shoes are those?
The new shop in Mid Valley I reeaaaaaaaaalllllllly want to check out once it opens.The sign is so cool.^_^
After around 3 months of not having my maid around, she's finally BACK!!!YAY! I'm not that bratty..Having a maid isn't a must for me, but she's really helpful in so many ways. Plus, she's been with my family for 10 years now. She plays such a big part in my family. I know my siblings were mourning when she first left, especially the 2 younger ones. One thing we especially missed was her COOKING!!!! She arrived home yesterday evening. My sister was so happy. Her happiness is infectious, especially with her goofy laugh =P...3 months without her super spicy cooking in the form of fried rice, curry chicken, curry maggie(trust me,her curry maggie is mouth-watering) and soooooooooooo much more was torture.Chili never tasted the same when she was gone.*sniff sniff* Hahaha..seriously, my friend who can tahan almost any kind of spiciness can't take my maid's chili sotong!! Today I ate more than 2 times what I usually eat everyday.That's saying something....
So, the moral of the story is...=P
appreciating things you have around you la duh...=P hehehe..
So,today I went to Mid Valley with some of my friends and my friend's friends.It was a little weird since we didn't know some of them there but things turned out ok,but now I think I have to admit Jeremy's theory that girls are scary is kinda true,although I'm one.I think our 'gang' sorta scared the guys.Hmmm...I wonder how?Was it our victory dance with Lenna when we found out our Physics teacher won't be in school the whole of next week?(YES YES YES!!!!)Or maybe it's cause Rachel and I went speed-walking throughout the whole outing.Whatever it was...guess it wasn't classified as normal girl attitude.=P...The most fun thing we did was unleashing our inner child.Hahaha..We played around in Toys 'R' Us.Somehow it really did make me feel younger,not that I'm old.(I'm NOT old!!!)Oh ya..once again..we cacat-ed the 'drums' in the arcade.Play until muscles oso bluging adey...=P wahahhahaha..as if..
Neway...here's something for you to ponder=>>>
Like a proud parent,God especially enjoys watching you use your talents and abilities He has given you.God intentionally gifted us differently for His enjoyment.
I have no idea,
How to rid this fear.
It's tearin' me up,
Deep inside my heart.
Then I see Your face,
And a smile creeps onto my face.
Your fire burns deep,
Deep into my soul.
I reach my hands, up to the skies above.
Fall to my knees, knowing You'll pick me up.
I give You my heart, give You my soul,
I need You!Need You in my life...
